Begging for Myself to Come Back..

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Salam People.......


guys.. have u ever.. ever feel different? like different from ur usual, normal self..
have u? well, to be honest, im in this 'situation'.. i mean, like, im usually talkative, but i dunno how, that lately, i've been very buried in my own world. im less talkative.. im silent.. im different..


i get to see that im not the usual me..hmm... seriously, i just dont get it.. i dont know how it happened.. but it just did.until now, im still trying to find the cause of me being this way.. im not usually like this. moody so sudden, doesnt talk much.it's not like me, in semester 1 & 2 anymore..it's... too different..at some point, i do feel as if i wanna cry, trust me, but, my tears let me down.. i CANT cry.. 


i guess, even if i cry, nobody cares right. i mean,like, there's no points in crying cuz no one gives a damn. i better just do what i always do. hiding behind this smiles of hypocrisy. it's 'lovely'. the smile.


goshh. what i want right now? i just want my old self back. please.. im begging myself.. GIVE ME BACK 'ME'!!!!!!! i want ME back!!




truthfully,
me...






p/s:sorry, i just hope for those who reads, im in the emo club, 'kay.. so yeah, im a bit emotional. i just hope i'll resign soon from this 'darkness' club...